Light moment with a friend

I was with a friend early this morning, went to NSO to get her authenticated marriage contract (hmmm how we wished?)… rather…birth certificate pala! Ehehe
She was an interesting talker. It was months ago, or a year, I guess, since we chat that long. We enjoyed giving out our stuffs. A laughter we haven’t heard for such time.
Nakakatuwa pala kase we have something in common (a dream for our family).
As we chat and chat and chat, it brought us syempre sa love story of our own. Baka daw kase tumanda kaming dalaga! Hahaha
And it goes like this, “Anget, [that’s how she calls me. Pero it doesn’t mean na panget talaga ko…kapal noh? hahaha] baka tumanda tayo dalaga ah… When we reached age 32 [too old ba?] naku, matakot na tayo, malamang di na tayo magkaka-asawa nun!” We both laughed loud. Ang kulet nga eh, I really missed it.
When that time comes daw na we become “old made” kelangan daw we are both financially stable, meron na kaming savings for ourselves, kase baka daw wala mag-alaga samin! Poor Old Made! Ehehe… cool noh? Pero sana naman wag kami tumandang dalaga! Huhuhuh!

Days after the rain

Rains are like problems it keeps coming back…
Its been two weeks and I still feel helpless. Waking up every morning with unchanged routine really sucks. I hate going to work, there’s someone I don’t want to see.
He tells me something that keeps on coming back. Hoping those words will inspire me. It makes me cry…I felt so down, depressing talaga! It kills me, especially when he’s around. I hate doing all these things, if only I can make in a blindfold… I will! Just letting myself laugh kasi kailangan. And not to let it shows.
I know not all might understand me kaya nga just keep it on my shoe but it couldn’t help. It causes my sleepless nights.
Sana nga there’s someone out there who could understands me. Who I can tell all my stuffs. I’m tired of being sentimental, tired of letting myself ruined by all the stupid things I have in mind. I know I must go on… but not in here…not with the same persons I am with right now!

life.....

"Sometimes you just cant take things back to the way they used to be no matter how you try...regardless of how sorry you are... because in life there are no rewinds, only plays...so play it right!"